Some Further Revelation On Forgiveness Part II
I said in the dream that there had been a tree blocking my car from leaving because it was a large tree and it was planted in the middle of my driveway. The tree, unlike one would think because it involves unforgiveness and bitterness, was a beautiful tree. However, this was not a fruit bearing tree. I think that this is a significant fact because we were all called as Christians to bear fruit. The longer the root goes unchecked the deeper it grows and the taller the tree. I also find it interesting that it is called a “root” of bitterness which tells me that is is being nourished by unforgiveness long before the tree appears. In my dream the tree was large as I have not been in that house for almost 20 years and it was allowed to grow unchecked. In the dream I also said that when the tree was dug out, not cut down, there was a gaping hole where the tree had once been. The hole is a void in that it is no longer in my life and is therefore like the loss of a friend or family member that cannot be replaced. However, in this case the void was filled by mercy and forgiveness. Mercy and forgiveness along with love are toxic to a root of bitterness.
I am posting a vision that I had a while ago before I had the dreams about forgiveness. One would think that the vision is out of sequence but this is how it happened and I will post it below.
A vision that the Lord gave me for myself a while ago dealing with hurts and wounding of my heart was very cool . In this vision I saw a human heart, mine, being held in a pair of hands, The heart was wrapped in gauze and I could see that it had dried blood on it meaning that it had been there for a while. Then I saw another pair of hands begin to slowly unwrap the gauze and as the wrapping came off, I saw a heart that was very bruised, had multiple stab wounds, many scabs, and looked almost lifeless. Then I saw the hands that had been holding the heart cup the heart, one hand over the other, so that i could not see it. What I did see was a brilliant white light coming from between the fingers of the hands holding it. When the hands were again open, I saw a new healthy heart.
Forgiveness is a process and requires one to keep their hear before the Lord constantly.